Abigail.

Abigail, from the moment I met you I knew you were something special and that the feeling was so different between you and I. I still don't know who told me to stay up until 4am that day but obviously it was meant to be. I started to create scenarios in my head from that day forwards about how our lives together would be like and after telling the whole world about you, I started to get even more excited. I don't know how to describe that feeling I had at the start and the one I still carry with me today. You're truly something amazing and such a pure soul. You changed me for the better and I learned a lot about myself along the way. Things that I wouldn't have known about myself and others that you truly saved me from. My quality of life increased dramatically and it's all thanks to your actions. I look forward to every day now because I know I have you by my side and that's a feeling I never thought I would have. I was in such a bad place and it honestly feels like you were a blessing in my life and something that came along to love me for who I am, I can never be more grateful for that. You're a beautiful soul Abigail and I need the whole world to know that, I need them to know how much you've impacted my life and how happy you make me. I still remember putting on "Tribe" on my shitty iphone while biking around and playing basketball all so I can get reminded of your presence in my life. Let's not forget about how truly beautiful you are as well. Not once have I ever looked at a girl and thought, wow, you remind me of a pure angel. It's the whole reason as to why I swiped on you the first place. You're breathtaking Abigail and to this day I still get nervous talking to you. You're the prettiest girl I've ever met and it just feels so unreal being with you in person. I feel like im walking around with a gift when we're out together. My favourite thing is when you send me your outfits like the time I first gave you that lanyard and you looked BOMB with your outfit. I love your smile too cause it's honestly the one thing that keeps me going everyday. I strive to make you smile because it's what brings me happiness on the daily. Just seeing you laugh puts me at ease which is crazy to think cause no other human being had that impact on me before. I also always think about how much of a great mom you'll be one day too. Thinking about the two of us raising our own children together and living our adulthood together always brings me peace. It's ironic that other people think of it as such a scary idea and something to truly prepare for but with you Abigail, it feels like second nature. I love you so much that I wanna do everything with you and I want to live my whole life just with you. I want to experience all the hardships, positives, and surprises that life throws at us for the rest of time. I also want to mention the fact that you're the only person I have such memorable laughs with. Our little jokes and giggles are things that are so precious to me, I can't remember the last time I felt like that with someone else. You're the only one I'm this comfortable with and I know you realize that. The fact that we can share basically everything about ourselves with each other is so beautiful and it makes me love you even more than I already do. Lastly, I just want to say that I truly am so proud of you as a person for improving upon yourself. I remember the days I was stressing over physics homework, the way you felt and I didn't realize how much of an impact I had on you when it came to school. Now look at you, you're doing better than me and you inspire ME to keep going. I cannot believe you took it upon yourself to improve certain aspects of your life like that and all I can say to that is, wow. You continue to make great decisions in your life and as your boyfriend, I just am so proud of you. There aren't any other words that describe how proud I am of you baby. You have a strong mind Abigail, you keep inspiring me and others around you. I made this website to document us, and to document how much I love you. It took a lot of work to put together but here you go. I hope it made you smile and think about us more. I love you dearly my sweetheart, soulmate, twin flame, Abigail.