Abigail, from the moment I met you I knew you were something special and that the feeling was so different between you and I. I still don't know who told me to stay up until 4am that day but obviously it was meant to be. I started to create scenarios in my head from that day forwards about how our lives together would be like and after telling the whole world about you, I started to get even more excited. I don't know how to describe that feeling I had at the start and the one I still carry with me today. You're truly something amazing and such a pure soul. You changed me for the better and I learned a lot about myself along the way. Things that I wouldn't have known about myself and others that you truly saved me from. My quality of life increased dramatically and it's all thanks to your actions. I look forward to every day now because I know I have you by my side and that's a feeling I never thought I would have. I was in such a bad place and it honestly feels like you were a blessing in my life and something that came along to love me for who I am, I can never be more grateful for that. You're a beautiful soul Abigail and I need the whole world to know that, I need them to know how much you've impacted my life and how happy you make me. I still remember putting on "Tribe" on my shitty iphone while biking around and playing basketball all so I can get reminded of your presence in my life. Let's not forget about how truly beautiful you are as well. Not once have I ever looked at a girl and thought, wow, you remind me of a pure angel. It's the whole reason as to why I swiped on you the first place. You're breathtaking Abigail and to this day I still get nervous talking to you. You're the prettiest girl I've ever met and it just feels so unreal being with you in person. I feel like im walking around with a gift when we're out together. My favourite thing is when you send me your outfits like the time I first gave you that lanyard and you looked BOMB with your outfit. I love your smile too cause it's honestly the one thing that keeps me going everyday. I strive to make you smile because it's what brings me happiness on the daily. Just seeing you laugh puts me at ease which is crazy to think cause no other human being had that impact on me before. I also always think about how much of a great mom you'll be one day too. Thinking about the two of us raising our own children together and living our adulthood together always brings me peace. It's ironic that other people think of it as such a scary idea and something to truly prepare for but with you Abigail, it feels like second nature. I love you so much that I wanna do everything with you and I want to live my whole life just with you. I want to experience all the hardships, positives, and surprises that life throws at us for the rest of time. I also want to mention the fact that you're the only person I have such memorable laughs with. Our little jokes and giggles are things that are so precious to me, I can't remember the last time I felt like that with someone else. You're the only one I'm this comfortable with and I know you realize that. The fact that we can share basically everything about ourselves with each other is so beautiful and it makes me love you even more than I already do. Lastly, I just want to say that I truly am so proud of you as a person for improving upon yourself. I remember the days I was stressing over physics homework, the way you felt and I didn't realize how much of an impact I had on you when it came to school. Now look at you, you're doing better than me and you inspire ME to keep going. I cannot believe you took it upon yourself to improve certain aspects of your life like that and all I can say to that is, wow. You continue to make great decisions in your life and as your boyfriend, I just am so proud of you. There aren't any other words that describe how proud I am of you baby. You have a strong mind Abigail, you keep inspiring me and others around you. I made this website to document us, and to document how much I love you. It took a lot of work to put together but here you go. I hope it made you smile and think about us more. I love you dearly my sweetheart, soulmate, twin flame, Abigail.


Hi again. I miss writing on here so I will try to remind myself to keep going however effective that is. Anyways, there is so much I have to say now that we've been with eachother for almost 2 and a half years. I want you to know that I love you the same as I always did Abigail, I truly love you and want to cherish you for the rest of my life. I can't imagine a life without you and it breaks me everytime I think of you gone. I know we've had our issues being with eachother but we have to remember that nobody is perfect. Not even us as much as we want to be. We just have to try our best to be the best version of ourselves and I know you have been doing that. I truly am trying these days by making sure you feel loved and not forcing myself to do the things you tell me. I know I still have so much to work on especially with myself but I hope you see some improvement. I can't wait to be done with school, get a good job, live with you, and then marry you. I'm working as hard as I can do achieve this and I think I'm on the right track. Truthfully, I still don't know what I'm doing and as much as you think that I'm smart, I'm just as lost as the next guy. I've just been trying to get my life back on track by improving the little things and hopefully that works out for me. I wanna live my life as happy as I can possibly be with you and I know I can do that. Just thinking about our future makes me happy and sad at the same time because I feel sorry for every mistake I've done and I wish I could go back and change my actions. Thinking about it doesn't help so I will stop talking about it now but its important nonetheless. You've been nothing but the best girlfriend I could have ever asked for and more. You let me open my eyes to what truly were my problems and allowed me to fix them and that's more than anyone would want. But you still help me as much as you can and I can't thank you enough for that. Nothing I do can ever thank you for that. You're my soulmate and the prettiest girl I've ever seen, I'm not sharing you with anyone because you're all mine. You put every other girl to shame with your looks and personality I swear to god. I'm so glad I got to meet you and live my life with you. You have truly changed my life for the better my princess. I always think of how our relationship is kind of like Mr. PeanutButter and Diane because even they get into these arguments but at the end of the day, they know whats actually important which is the love that they possess for eachother no matter what. I hope I make you happy Abigail and I hope you will stick by my side no matter what happens in our lives. I know I'm here to stay. ♥